For the sake of leaving work at a decent hour each evening, I had to give up visiting my psychologist every week. I’m sure we’ll keep in touch, though. She has the most beautiful smile that I have not seen in a decade or so. I really do love her.
Today, I took a 25mg dose of Zoloft, just to remember what it was like. I remember my appetite spiking a lot, but I also remember the area around my liver feeling a bit… off. But from an emotional standpoint, I remember being able to step back a little and put certain things into perspective.
A place of my own. I NEED a place of my own. Well, not need, but it would be most helpful to my psyche. But to do so, I need to improve my earning potential. Hence, the CCNA course I take each Friday. Would be nice to work as one of those field technicians making at least 60K starting. Would be decent enough to bootstrap done business models I had in mind.
Tricknology is a term I heard by a rapper named ‘Jeru the Damaja’. While I tend away from patronizing people with homophobic complexes, his song ‘Revenge of the Prophet’ was a really nice one about how hard it is for knowledge to overcome ignorance. Being exposed to the kind of people I meet at work (and indirectly, the things I must do to maintain said employment), I have learned a lot about people and about life.
That said, I wish everyone the best. Even those gunning for me. I really mean it. There’s so much else I want to say, but I think the Zoloft is kicking in. sorry.
Have a beautiful weekend.